Ally Courts, a place with a park, a few benches and a basketball court near where I live. Over the summer holidays we've been there almost every night with like 20 people. Sad, I know, but seeing as I've been banned from hosting parties forevermore due to a broken door and an empty liquor cupboard, and no one else likes having parties, it's either Ally courts or a quiet night at home eating biscuits and watching whatever happens to be on tv at that particular time. Anyway, me and quite a few people were at Alley courts on friday night, I got quite tipsy off a few beers (i say a few...), it started off really fun, and i was in a really good mood.
Then, one by one, my recent flingees (people I had had flings with recently, I'm rather proud of the word...) turned up. First it was Dino, which was fine because he hangs around with my group anyway so it's never really awkward between us anymore, in fact, at a party last Saturday we actually had a conversation about the whole thing really openly.
Second, DJ turned up, and I really wasn't expecting HIM to show because he had told me he was going to LONDON for the whole weekend...maybe he has parents similar to mine who love to change plans at the last minute, even though their teenage son/daughter might have extremely important plans which involve the opposite sex. They had changed their mind and decided not to go until the next day (even though HE told me that it was HIS decision not to go because he wanted to see me, and that, I highly doubt). It was quite awkward between Dino and DJ because they both knew from gossip that I had made out with both of them in the same week (god I seeerrriously hope that NO ONE I know apart from my family EVER read this blog) so they didn't speak very much.
Then, FINALLY, Curly showed up (remember? the guy I've known for 6 years who kissed me a week before...). I really cannot begin to tell you how awkward it was. Actually, I can. It was very very awkward indeed, in fact, I may have to go and get a glass of water before I carry on writing.
Back. Okay...I'll carry on. There was one point where Curly, Dino AND DJ were all sitting on the bench and me and two of my friends were sitting on the floor. They were all looking at each other really strangely.
To break the awkwardness I said that I needed the loo. So DJ said he'd walk me to the nearby Chinese restaurant. On the way back, we kissed. Then I had another beer when we got back to Ally courts.
By now I was starting to feel quite tipsy. Curly asked if he could talk to me, and me being a complete idiot, DID. We went and sat at the far corner of the basketball court. He asked me how I felt about DJ and I said that I liked him for a bit, but that now I've kind of gone off him (usually I wouldn't tell him anything like that, but being in the state of mind that I was...). He then asked me how I felt about him, and then kissed me, and I felt obliged to kiss him back. Then someone in the year below who just happened to be there (I think she fancies Curly) came over and dragged him off. So then I went to join the circle that DJ just happened to be in. We had a conversation but I forgot what it was about, and then him and his friend Yaw walked me home...and I kissed DJ...again.
When I got home my parents had just had some friends around for cocktails (my mum recently got a cocktail making kit for her b-day and is now obsessed for making them for people), so we just chilled watching the room spin for a bit then I went to bed.
The next morning I was very regretfull of my deeds. But oh well, as I said in my previous post; I am, after all, only 15.
I'm going to make my mum read this now to see if it's suitable for publishing on my blog.
Bye
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG
Sunday, 16 September 2007
Thursday, 13 September 2007
Things have changed.
Sorry to break it to you, but I am, again, onto someone else.
In fact, I have been through 2 people since I last blogged. Funny, isn't it.
I've decided to start aiming my blogs at you, Oscar, because you are the only person who seems to be reading it apart from my mum, who I tell these things anyway.
I'm writing from school cause im bored, so I can't actually write down anything too personal because I am currently sitting next to a guy who wishes our music teacher would get hit by a bus (I strongly agree with him) and another guy with ginger hair who plans to dye it bright pink or black. I voted for black, but it's likely that he'll be more of a rebel and go for pink. the ginger guy is BUFF. (you may have guessed that the last bit was writen by Ginger guy.)
Okay, so I've mostly gone off Dino, because I met someone else called...I really cannot think of a name for him, his real name is strange enough. Lets caall him DJ, thats nis nickname.
So I met DJ at a party and we exchanged phone numbers, I started to really like him, and we kissed and stuff on various occasions. But then last week, another guy who I've known for about 6 years just randomly kissed me. I think I'll call him Curly. So, Curly is the name of the guy who I've known 6 years, who kissed me. :)
And then the other day, yesterday in fact, we were talking on MSN, and he told me that he liked me.
I'm still not sure weather I like him, but what's strange, is that I met up with DJ at the beginning of the week, and I just suddenly went off him. And I haven't got a clue why. Oh well, I'm only 15. (I'm 15 now btw, not 14, 15.).
Im very much looking forward to coming to mexico, even if it DOES mean I have to take a WHOLE week off school, and miss the whole half term, and the day after I get home, I start my work experience.
But at least this time, I've been given a chance to tell my friends I'm going, rather than just being packed into a bag and shoved on a plane with no clue about whats happening to me and if I'll ever see my house again.
Hopefully, I'll have a lot to moan about there, that'll make my parents nice and cranky :) I'll be fine as long as I have a few pina coladas.
Hope I get to see you in Mexico, I can't remember if I've actually met you or not, I think I may have, when I was about 7. Meh, I'll ask my mum.
Oh god, got to make a flyer about downloading tunes...or something.
MMG xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
In fact, I have been through 2 people since I last blogged. Funny, isn't it.
I've decided to start aiming my blogs at you, Oscar, because you are the only person who seems to be reading it apart from my mum, who I tell these things anyway.
I'm writing from school cause im bored, so I can't actually write down anything too personal because I am currently sitting next to a guy who wishes our music teacher would get hit by a bus (I strongly agree with him) and another guy with ginger hair who plans to dye it bright pink or black. I voted for black, but it's likely that he'll be more of a rebel and go for pink. the ginger guy is BUFF. (you may have guessed that the last bit was writen by Ginger guy.)
Okay, so I've mostly gone off Dino, because I met someone else called...I really cannot think of a name for him, his real name is strange enough. Lets caall him DJ, thats nis nickname.
So I met DJ at a party and we exchanged phone numbers, I started to really like him, and we kissed and stuff on various occasions. But then last week, another guy who I've known for about 6 years just randomly kissed me. I think I'll call him Curly. So, Curly is the name of the guy who I've known 6 years, who kissed me. :)
And then the other day, yesterday in fact, we were talking on MSN, and he told me that he liked me.
I'm still not sure weather I like him, but what's strange, is that I met up with DJ at the beginning of the week, and I just suddenly went off him. And I haven't got a clue why. Oh well, I'm only 15. (I'm 15 now btw, not 14, 15.).
Im very much looking forward to coming to mexico, even if it DOES mean I have to take a WHOLE week off school, and miss the whole half term, and the day after I get home, I start my work experience.
But at least this time, I've been given a chance to tell my friends I'm going, rather than just being packed into a bag and shoved on a plane with no clue about whats happening to me and if I'll ever see my house again.
Hopefully, I'll have a lot to moan about there, that'll make my parents nice and cranky :) I'll be fine as long as I have a few pina coladas.
Hope I get to see you in Mexico, I can't remember if I've actually met you or not, I think I may have, when I was about 7. Meh, I'll ask my mum.
Oh god, got to make a flyer about downloading tunes...or something.
MMG xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Monday, 6 August 2007
General Horn
oh wow.
Why do I keep leaving such long gaps between each post? I can't remember what state my life was in last time I wrote my blog.
Lets see...oh me and Z have made up. Twas bound to happen. Not going to go on about it, it was the usual 'lets never fight again' thing, although I highly doubt that will last.
Anyway, I already like someone new someone who is not Jack. His name is Dino (there is actually a funny reason for that, but I wouldn't be able to explain it without writing his name, which would completely defeat the point of giving him a nickname in the first place), and I first started to like him when I had a 'thing' (a party with under 15 people) at my house. I had my eye on someone called Sufur (again, not his real name), but he had cut his hair so I decided not to. Me and Dino got really close and ended up...getting off. I'd never thought of him in this way before, but suddenly, I did.
I didn't start to actually have feelings for him until after the next night when my friend Arthur had a 'thing' at HIS house. Me and Dino did the same again.
Thing is...completely contradicting what I just said, I do kind of still have feelings for Jack, but im not sure if I actually like him in that way...or if I just like him as a friend. A goodlooking friend. A very good friend, almost worthy of the nickname 'Hottie' but thats already been taken.
I think I have the general horn. (stolen from Louise Rennison's Georga Nicholson series).
First there's the Specific horn: where you really like one person...but only one. This is probaly the most sensible to have, but as you may have noticed from reading my previous blogs, I am not the most sensible of people, so this one does not apply to me.
Then we have the General Horn: where you like more than one person in a sexual way. Guilty.
Finally, there's the Cosmic Horn: where you get sexual feelings for every person of the opposite sex (unless you happen to be homosexual or Bisexual). I get the Cosmic horn VEIR VEIR often. It is not good.
I got pissed off because a guy who was sitting at a table nearby in the hotel only looked at me twice, and that was it.
He must be gay.
I'm being really antisocial, and no one important is on MSN.
Going.
Going.
Gone.
(bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMMG)
Why do I keep leaving such long gaps between each post? I can't remember what state my life was in last time I wrote my blog.
Lets see...oh me and Z have made up. Twas bound to happen. Not going to go on about it, it was the usual 'lets never fight again' thing, although I highly doubt that will last.
Anyway, I already like someone new someone who is not Jack. His name is Dino (there is actually a funny reason for that, but I wouldn't be able to explain it without writing his name, which would completely defeat the point of giving him a nickname in the first place), and I first started to like him when I had a 'thing' (a party with under 15 people) at my house. I had my eye on someone called Sufur (again, not his real name), but he had cut his hair so I decided not to. Me and Dino got really close and ended up...getting off. I'd never thought of him in this way before, but suddenly, I did.
I didn't start to actually have feelings for him until after the next night when my friend Arthur had a 'thing' at HIS house. Me and Dino did the same again.
Thing is...completely contradicting what I just said, I do kind of still have feelings for Jack, but im not sure if I actually like him in that way...or if I just like him as a friend. A goodlooking friend. A very good friend, almost worthy of the nickname 'Hottie' but thats already been taken.
I think I have the general horn. (stolen from Louise Rennison's Georga Nicholson series).
First there's the Specific horn: where you really like one person...but only one. This is probaly the most sensible to have, but as you may have noticed from reading my previous blogs, I am not the most sensible of people, so this one does not apply to me.
Then we have the General Horn: where you like more than one person in a sexual way. Guilty.
Finally, there's the Cosmic Horn: where you get sexual feelings for every person of the opposite sex (unless you happen to be homosexual or Bisexual). I get the Cosmic horn VEIR VEIR often. It is not good.
I got pissed off because a guy who was sitting at a table nearby in the hotel only looked at me twice, and that was it.
He must be gay.
I'm being really antisocial, and no one important is on MSN.
Going.
Going.
Gone.
(bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMMG)
Thursday, 19 July 2007
At home.
Me and BF have broken up.
I would leave it at that so that you guys would have to actually spend some time thinking about what you have just read, but that would just be clever. And I'm not clever.
We'd been having quite a few arguments lately and we kind of realised that we were growing apart.
Now I understand why long relationships at 14/15 only happen when both the boy and girl are complete loners and don't have any friends apart from eachother.
Our personalities grew apart. Because we'd been going out for 8 months and hanging in school with different groups, it was only normal to mature...in different ways.
WHAT? why am I listening to high school musical?
I'm learning the harmonies :) Doing quite well actually.
I still have strong feelings for him, but it got to the point where all we had in common was the fact we were going out. Sad, isn't it?
CHANGE OF SUBJECT
Don't fall off your chair, it's not sensible.
I know it's quite fast, but I already like this guy called..um...lets call him Jack (its not his name)
I've liked him since before I was with BF...but I was already basically going out with BF so it would have been wrong. So now that I've prooved that he didn't come out of nowhere...
I've been distant friends with him but now we're really close.
He really likes Z who is/is supposed to be my best friend, which I respect because she's pretty and can be nice. So I'm being there for him, but lately shes been a B-I-T-C-H. She keeps changing her personality around different people. That gets annoying...she always wants to appear as the leader of me and Shar (my other best friend) as in always trying to stand in between us.
I AM NOT A 'POSSY' KIND OF PERSON!!! (unless I'm the one who owns the possy)
She's been treating Jack SO badly, she's so rude to him but flirts at the same time. And today, she did something rather abnormal...she shoved a stick lengthways into his CROTCH then just walked off laughing like she really didn't care.
'OUCH' he said, and then he curled up into a completely round ball and was trying to prevents himself from throwing up for literally ten minutes. Me and Shar comforted him because he stated that he felt like he was having a baby. Yep. It looked pretty painful.
So now me Shar and Jack have fallen out with Z. :) Very girly isn't it?
Off to have a shower nightey night.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG
I would leave it at that so that you guys would have to actually spend some time thinking about what you have just read, but that would just be clever. And I'm not clever.
We'd been having quite a few arguments lately and we kind of realised that we were growing apart.
Now I understand why long relationships at 14/15 only happen when both the boy and girl are complete loners and don't have any friends apart from eachother.
Our personalities grew apart. Because we'd been going out for 8 months and hanging in school with different groups, it was only normal to mature...in different ways.
WHAT? why am I listening to high school musical?
I'm learning the harmonies :) Doing quite well actually.
I still have strong feelings for him, but it got to the point where all we had in common was the fact we were going out. Sad, isn't it?
CHANGE OF SUBJECT
Don't fall off your chair, it's not sensible.
I know it's quite fast, but I already like this guy called..um...lets call him Jack (its not his name)
I've liked him since before I was with BF...but I was already basically going out with BF so it would have been wrong. So now that I've prooved that he didn't come out of nowhere...
I've been distant friends with him but now we're really close.
He really likes Z who is/is supposed to be my best friend, which I respect because she's pretty and can be nice. So I'm being there for him, but lately shes been a B-I-T-C-H. She keeps changing her personality around different people. That gets annoying...she always wants to appear as the leader of me and Shar (my other best friend) as in always trying to stand in between us.
I AM NOT A 'POSSY' KIND OF PERSON!!! (unless I'm the one who owns the possy)
She's been treating Jack SO badly, she's so rude to him but flirts at the same time. And today, she did something rather abnormal...she shoved a stick lengthways into his CROTCH then just walked off laughing like she really didn't care.
'OUCH' he said, and then he curled up into a completely round ball and was trying to prevents himself from throwing up for literally ten minutes. Me and Shar comforted him because he stated that he felt like he was having a baby. Yep. It looked pretty painful.
So now me Shar and Jack have fallen out with Z. :) Very girly isn't it?
Off to have a shower nightey night.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG
Wednesday, 11 July 2007
At school, again.
I've gotten into the habbit of adding posts to my blog at school.
Despite the fact that everyone can see what I'm writing...I don't care. =]
I had an argument with BF yesterday. Hahaha...It's funny when things like that happen. I used to get very upset about it.
Now I get more angry than upset. He wont learn salsa, so I may have to kill him.
Oh dear, someone is reading it over my shoulder.
I might write more at home, but thats what I thought I'd do yesterday. So I probaly wont.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMMG
Despite the fact that everyone can see what I'm writing...I don't care. =]
I had an argument with BF yesterday. Hahaha...It's funny when things like that happen. I used to get very upset about it.
Now I get more angry than upset. He wont learn salsa, so I may have to kill him.
Oh dear, someone is reading it over my shoulder.
I might write more at home, but thats what I thought I'd do yesterday. So I probaly wont.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMMG
Tuesday, 10 July 2007
Convertable Boy
At school, nothing else to do other than write this.
Being talked at. Something about cars.
I saw a picture of Hottie today, WHILE I was sitting here in food tech...in a computer room. The boy I'm sitting next to; Convertable Boy. Yes. its his own fault for being so utterly obsessed with cars.
REPLIES TO COMMENTS (WOW! I have 2 comments! Oh...they're from the same person -.-)
Oscarinho said...
Moanie,yes, I know, we can't help posing when exposed to a camera. No, I don't live in Japan, right now I live in Brasil, but by october I'll be back in Mexico and will join you for part of that trip. Already told your mom I'll take you for a cousins' night out. Fun guaranteed! Right now I'm at the Sao Paulo airport, on no sleep, after partying, bound to Buenos Aires.Posted in English, bit sentimental: eiheiheih.blogspot.com
Me said...
Oscar, yes, I would love to have a 'cousins' night out'. What would that include? Dancing? Or would it be more like the 'cousins' DAY out' where I go to an indoor city where I'm forced to do child labour?!
Okay, yes, I admit I did enjoy my days at the City of Children (i'm sure you've heard of it).
I read your blog, I enjoyed it. Did you write in English so I could understand it? Or was it because you forgot how to speak spanish due to your duration in Brazil.
Thankyou, once again for reading my blog. See you in October.
Oh, the bell
Bye xxxxxxxxxx
MMG
Being talked at. Something about cars.
I saw a picture of Hottie today, WHILE I was sitting here in food tech...in a computer room. The boy I'm sitting next to; Convertable Boy. Yes. its his own fault for being so utterly obsessed with cars.
REPLIES TO COMMENTS (WOW! I have 2 comments! Oh...they're from the same person -.-)
Oscarinho said...
Moanie,yes, I know, we can't help posing when exposed to a camera. No, I don't live in Japan, right now I live in Brasil, but by october I'll be back in Mexico and will join you for part of that trip. Already told your mom I'll take you for a cousins' night out. Fun guaranteed! Right now I'm at the Sao Paulo airport, on no sleep, after partying, bound to Buenos Aires.Posted in English, bit sentimental: eiheiheih.blogspot.com
Me said...
Oscar, yes, I would love to have a 'cousins' night out'. What would that include? Dancing? Or would it be more like the 'cousins' DAY out' where I go to an indoor city where I'm forced to do child labour?!
Okay, yes, I admit I did enjoy my days at the City of Children (i'm sure you've heard of it).
I read your blog, I enjoyed it. Did you write in English so I could understand it? Or was it because you forgot how to speak spanish due to your duration in Brazil.
Thankyou, once again for reading my blog. See you in October.
Oh, the bell
Bye xxxxxxxxxx
MMG
Saturday, 7 July 2007
Operas are all in weird languages...
God it's been a long time.
As you've guessed, I've made up with Naz...don't blame me...I suddenly started feeling like a bitch. For some reason I didn't realize how much of one I was being.
I called her and appologized, and now we're good friends again.
I've had endless coursework and haven't found any time to write my beloved blog. Not much has happened...apart from the fact that right now I am, against my will, listening to some crap opera song. I think it's in Italian. Or German. French. or some other language that only exists because I can't understand it.
I'm going to Mexico in October! It's going to be either terrible, or bareable. It may even be fun.
Oh, two interesting letters in the post today - one with my dad's name on it, and one addressed to me!
Mine was sealed but empty and had a Queens College post mark on it.
My dad's letter was also sealed, but strangley had something in it. (It also had a queens college post mark on it).
Inside this mysterious letter was a sheet of paper explaining health and saftey...Yes.
It also mentioned 'knife skills' and 'lace up shoes'.
All we can think of is that it is some mutated form of a letter accepting my catering work experience thingy. Although it doesn't mention my name on it at all, it also doesn't say who it's from.
I think i'll get along with these people.
REPLIES TO COMMENTS:
Oscarinho said...
dear Moanie,looks like Vicky Pollard took over your blog today and she was doing the posting! I haven't posted anything in English but it's not like I'm destroying your life anyway. There are some pics from a party I just threw if you wanna check 'em out.http://www.flickr.com/photos/el_mou/xoxo
Me said...
Hello you. Yes, I admit, it was in fact the Vicky Pollard side of me who was writing.
I looked at the pictures, I'm guessing you're the one in green who appears in every single picture?
The one who has an obsession with making strange faces.
I'm exactly the same in front of a camera...I literally cannot help posing.
Looking forward to seeing you in Mexico, if you come with us...I don't know, my parents don't tell me anything. For all I know, you might live in Japan.
Anyway, im being forced to go to a street party today. Better go and get showered and ready seeing as i've been awake for 3 hours.
Adios xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx MMG
As you've guessed, I've made up with Naz...don't blame me...I suddenly started feeling like a bitch. For some reason I didn't realize how much of one I was being.
I called her and appologized, and now we're good friends again.
I've had endless coursework and haven't found any time to write my beloved blog. Not much has happened...apart from the fact that right now I am, against my will, listening to some crap opera song. I think it's in Italian. Or German. French. or some other language that only exists because I can't understand it.
I'm going to Mexico in October! It's going to be either terrible, or bareable. It may even be fun.
Oh, two interesting letters in the post today - one with my dad's name on it, and one addressed to me!
Mine was sealed but empty and had a Queens College post mark on it.
My dad's letter was also sealed, but strangley had something in it. (It also had a queens college post mark on it).
Inside this mysterious letter was a sheet of paper explaining health and saftey...Yes.
It also mentioned 'knife skills' and 'lace up shoes'.
All we can think of is that it is some mutated form of a letter accepting my catering work experience thingy. Although it doesn't mention my name on it at all, it also doesn't say who it's from.
I think i'll get along with these people.
REPLIES TO COMMENTS:
Oscarinho said...
dear Moanie,looks like Vicky Pollard took over your blog today and she was doing the posting! I haven't posted anything in English but it's not like I'm destroying your life anyway. There are some pics from a party I just threw if you wanna check 'em out.http://www.flickr.com/photos/el_mou/xoxo
Me said...
Hello you. Yes, I admit, it was in fact the Vicky Pollard side of me who was writing.
I looked at the pictures, I'm guessing you're the one in green who appears in every single picture?
The one who has an obsession with making strange faces.
I'm exactly the same in front of a camera...I literally cannot help posing.
Looking forward to seeing you in Mexico, if you come with us...I don't know, my parents don't tell me anything. For all I know, you might live in Japan.
Anyway, im being forced to go to a street party today. Better go and get showered and ready seeing as i've been awake for 3 hours.
Adios xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx MMG
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