HELLO!!!
God it feels good to write this thing...its been about 3 weeks....maybe 4..whatever its just been a very long time for me, stop accusing me of lies.
Anyway....not much has really happened....in fact...actually nothing has happened.
Things I can remember:
1. Z and Dino are now going out....I have to say I think I might actually be happy for them..in which case I may have to punish myself severaly...no chocolate for 5 minutes.
2. It's valentine's day on thursday, and I have a boyfriend for it =]
3. I'm very sorry to say, but there really isn't anything new and significant in my life.
I need inspiration. Would anyone like to do the honers? (of giving me inspiration)
Hmm having a boyfriend makes my life boring. WHat will I do when I'm married?
Oh well
Bye
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMMG
Monday, 11 February 2008
Monday, 21 January 2008
IT lessons
Are crap. And boring.
It's not that we have a bad teacher, we have a good, nice teacher...but I am just not remotely interested in computers. At all!
If we wanted a future working with computers we would have taken Digital applications for GCSE, and some people did. But most people didn't, and we should be allowed to have a maths or English lesson or something actually important!
All you need to know about computers, is how to send an email, and access the Internet.
And apparently create animations...
We don't need 6 years of IT lessons to learn THAT!
Kaz and I are getting on really well...i mean it probably wont be long until we have intense arguments...but isn't that what teenage lives are all about? No?
I beg to differ.
*Saves as Draft*
It is now 15:49
I am at Kaz's house now, I didn't have enough time to finish writing, so I decided to save, rather than just close the window.
Clever, aren't I?
UGH, can't think of anything to write about! I hate it when that happens. Does it ever happen to you?
Hmm, why would I even bother asking, you're not going to reply to the question (unless you happen to be Oscar) you're all stupid adults or intelectual people who are either aren't reading my blog, reading my blog because you want to laugh at me, or because you feel sorry for me (no offence if you're actually ENJOYING reading this).
Anyway, nothing new = nothing to write about, I was just bored in IT...OKAY!
Gawd...
Bye!
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It's not that we have a bad teacher, we have a good, nice teacher...but I am just not remotely interested in computers. At all!
If we wanted a future working with computers we would have taken Digital applications for GCSE, and some people did. But most people didn't, and we should be allowed to have a maths or English lesson or something actually important!
All you need to know about computers, is how to send an email, and access the Internet.
And apparently create animations...
We don't need 6 years of IT lessons to learn THAT!
oops...the teacher just looked over my shoulder and is now addressing me as 'Moanie Miss Groanie'. Quite right too.
Kaz and I are getting on really well...i mean it probably wont be long until we have intense arguments...but isn't that what teenage lives are all about? No?
I beg to differ.
*Saves as Draft*
It is now 15:49
I am at Kaz's house now, I didn't have enough time to finish writing, so I decided to save, rather than just close the window.
Clever, aren't I?
UGH, can't think of anything to write about! I hate it when that happens. Does it ever happen to you?
Hmm, why would I even bother asking, you're not going to reply to the question (unless you happen to be Oscar) you're all stupid adults or intelectual people who are either aren't reading my blog, reading my blog because you want to laugh at me, or because you feel sorry for me (no offence if you're actually ENJOYING reading this).
Anyway, nothing new = nothing to write about, I was just bored in IT...OKAY!
Gawd...
Bye!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
I washed my hair BEFORE school today...it was horrible. My head froze over. I usually just have one before bed, but Kaz was over til like 9:30 and I wanted sleep before the exam today so I couldn't be arsed.
Uhuh...exam. We've got a biology exam at 1:15 today, it's so depressing. If I get lower than a C i'll retake though. And what kills it is that on top of all this revision i've got to do, our teachers, who each assume THEIR subject is the most important, even if it IS citizenship (which has no importance to me whatsoever) , all are giving us homework. So I have no time for ACTUAL important things like seeing Kaz and watching TV. I also need to cook my final cook...for food tech which I really cannot be bothered to do, AND I need to do all the coursework....which is even more boring. Why did I take food tech? My teacher said:
"Josie I'm really quite concerned. If you don't cook every single lesson and assume that cooking is the only thing you're good at and what you enjoy doing most, then you might not get an A*!!!"
(Please note that the text in red, she didn't actually say, but she was thinking it, I could see it in her eyes.)
And finally, I have to kill my P.E teacher, because she said that every lesson I don't bring my football boots I'll have a lunchtime detention. Even though I don't have, and will never have a pair of football boots. It's not fair..I'm not paying like 30 quid for football boots just so I can please and happyfy my lesbian PE teacher. She can pay for it herself. Also, If I did buy them, I would only be using them for the next 2 weeks (that's 3 lessons), until we move onto gymnastics or fitness or something. There really is no point. Maybe I'll just have to endure the pain of not being able to go to G-Town for a few lunchtimes. Nope, I'll just kill her.
Me and Kaz had a little spat yesterday morning, it wasn't really a big deal, we were both just in bad moods...and he was a bastard to me.
We were walking with our usual crowd of people (ie. Naz, Z and Max, who isn't significant enough in my life for me to give him another name) And we were walking slightly ahead...and he wasn't talking, like, at all. So I asked him if he was alright...and this is how it went...
Me: Are you alright..?
Kaz: No.
Me: really?
Kaz: No.
Me: So which is it...are you okay or not?
Kaz: I'm fine, stop asking me.
Me: Oh...do you not like it when I take an interest in your feelings? (my mother pointed out that all boys despise that kind of question...oops)
Kaz: I answered you didn't I? (in a chav accent, because, sadly...he is a bit of a chav...but in a good way)
Me: ....yeah, but-
Kaz: *walks off*
This is how it was from my eyes...it might not have seemed like he was doing anything wrong to him...but I'm a girl, a fragile, soft creature...my skeleton is on my inside...maybe boys aren't like that. Maybe boys are secretly ants. If you are a boy and are reading this blog, feel free to answer anonymously telling me if you are an Ant. If you fail to do this, my curiosity might get carried away and I will be forced to experiment on you. (Boys in general).
So....after school at like 5, after I had done some revision =D , I went over to his house to explain why I had completely blanked him all day...he was on the way out of his house when I got there, and it was raining...(what a pathetic fallacy that was...) and he looked at me and came up to me and gave me a hug and said sorry...and we sorried at each other. Then we went inside his house and spoke about things.
Turned out it had just been a bit of a misunderstanding...he thought that I walked away from him..as in fell back to walk with Naz and Z...but I saw it in a different way. After all, I AM a bit of a hypochondriac. Have you noticed my spelling has gotten better lately? Is has hasn't it.
That's because I'm cheating by using the spell checker. HAHA! I'm maturing.
ANNYWAY
Going
Me and Kaz are very happy again...good. Yep, I know.
What?
Bye!"
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG
Uhuh...exam. We've got a biology exam at 1:15 today, it's so depressing. If I get lower than a C i'll retake though. And what kills it is that on top of all this revision i've got to do, our teachers, who each assume THEIR subject is the most important, even if it IS citizenship (which has no importance to me whatsoever) , all are giving us homework. So I have no time for ACTUAL important things like seeing Kaz and watching TV. I also need to cook my final cook...for food tech which I really cannot be bothered to do, AND I need to do all the coursework....which is even more boring. Why did I take food tech? My teacher said:
"Josie I'm really quite concerned. If you don't cook every single lesson and assume that cooking is the only thing you're good at and what you enjoy doing most, then you might not get an A*!!!"
(Please note that the text in red, she didn't actually say, but she was thinking it, I could see it in her eyes.)
And finally, I have to kill my P.E teacher, because she said that every lesson I don't bring my football boots I'll have a lunchtime detention. Even though I don't have, and will never have a pair of football boots. It's not fair..I'm not paying like 30 quid for football boots just so I can please and happyfy my lesbian PE teacher. She can pay for it herself. Also, If I did buy them, I would only be using them for the next 2 weeks (that's 3 lessons), until we move onto gymnastics or fitness or something. There really is no point. Maybe I'll just have to endure the pain of not being able to go to G-Town for a few lunchtimes. Nope, I'll just kill her.
Me and Kaz had a little spat yesterday morning, it wasn't really a big deal, we were both just in bad moods...and he was a bastard to me.
We were walking with our usual crowd of people (ie. Naz, Z and Max, who isn't significant enough in my life for me to give him another name) And we were walking slightly ahead...and he wasn't talking, like, at all. So I asked him if he was alright...and this is how it went...
Me: Are you alright..?
Kaz: No.
Me: really?
Kaz: No.
Me: So which is it...are you okay or not?
Kaz: I'm fine, stop asking me.
Me: Oh...do you not like it when I take an interest in your feelings? (my mother pointed out that all boys despise that kind of question...oops)
Kaz: I answered you didn't I? (in a chav accent, because, sadly...he is a bit of a chav...but in a good way)
Me: ....yeah, but-
Kaz: *walks off*
This is how it was from my eyes...it might not have seemed like he was doing anything wrong to him...but I'm a girl, a fragile, soft creature...my skeleton is on my inside...maybe boys aren't like that. Maybe boys are secretly ants. If you are a boy and are reading this blog, feel free to answer anonymously telling me if you are an Ant. If you fail to do this, my curiosity might get carried away and I will be forced to experiment on you. (Boys in general).
So....after school at like 5, after I had done some revision =D , I went over to his house to explain why I had completely blanked him all day...he was on the way out of his house when I got there, and it was raining...(what a pathetic fallacy that was...) and he looked at me and came up to me and gave me a hug and said sorry...and we sorried at each other. Then we went inside his house and spoke about things.
Turned out it had just been a bit of a misunderstanding...he thought that I walked away from him..as in fell back to walk with Naz and Z...but I saw it in a different way. After all, I AM a bit of a hypochondriac. Have you noticed my spelling has gotten better lately? Is has hasn't it.
That's because I'm cheating by using the spell checker. HAHA! I'm maturing.
ANNYWAY
Going
Me and Kaz are very happy again...good. Yep, I know.
What?
Bye!"
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG
Tuesday, 8 January 2008
Cosmic horn has disintegrated!!!!
For the first time in 76854 BILLION years, I am Specifically Horned!!!
YUP! Attracted to only one person, and not every living thing. Although, I can't type on this keyboard...
I have a new bf now =) But he wont be called BF, he'll still be called Kaz. Even though its not his name.
Can't really write today, so don't flood me with insulting comments.
I get on with him well. But he can be a bit of a bastard sometimes. =) <--- I need to stop using that face.
He's standing right behind me so I will therefore not be writing about anything he might hit me with. (verbally)
Crap, I'm making him sound like a complete...horrible person. He's really not. He's ACTUALLY nice. I used to hate him though, which is cool. Also, I'm moanie miss groanie, so he MUST be nice if he's willing to put up with me.
Also, he actually ASKED me what I wanted to do on valentine's day...boys I usually go for (ie. old BF) are either too stuck up themselves to ask what someone ELSE wants to do, or they just don't make any effort of that kind until the day before valentine's day...(old BF, I've forgotten what I called him...).
Anyway, I'll stop boring you, although the subject I'm about to scratch down into the keyboard (what!?) is probably 10000 times more boring.
School.
I'm back at school now. I've only been back for 2 days and I already want to blow it up.
Hmm...nah, I'll get found out. Everything I do I always end up getting caught as my mother so kindly pointed out to Kaz at the dinner table...so no heroin for me!!!
...that was a joke...I'd never do heroin...people who take it DESERVE to get addicted and die...in the nicest possible way. =) (again with the face)
I'm reading a book called CANDY. It's SO good. I read some of it the other night, and I'm actually traumatised because I couldn't sleep because I was so desperate to find out what happened...I had to make it up in my head when I became too tired to even hold my eyes open with match sticks. That is the definition of a good book. Speaking of books...my mother's book will be coming out in the next few weeks :D
But I'm not going to say anything about it because firstly it might reveal my identity, and secondly it has hardly anything to do with moi. And if you want to read about my mother, read her blog...NOT MINE!!! I'm more interesting than her anyway...she's not a teenager and is therefore the most boring being on this planet (apart from all the other non-teenagers).
I have ACTUAL science GCSEs next week...YAY!!! I'm SO excited. -.-
(just in case you suffer from lack of sense of humor, that was sarcasm).
But what I just said in brackets was not sarcasm, if you lack a sense of humor, I seriously suggest you have one inserted.
OH GOD!...specific horn (not cosmic...) ATTACKING!! must go...
*gone*
XXXXXXXXXXX MMG
YUP! Attracted to only one person, and not every living thing. Although, I can't type on this keyboard...
I have a new bf now =) But he wont be called BF, he'll still be called Kaz. Even though its not his name.
Can't really write today, so don't flood me with insulting comments.
I get on with him well. But he can be a bit of a bastard sometimes. =) <--- I need to stop using that face.
He's standing right behind me so I will therefore not be writing about anything he might hit me with. (verbally)
Crap, I'm making him sound like a complete...horrible person. He's really not. He's ACTUALLY nice. I used to hate him though, which is cool. Also, I'm moanie miss groanie, so he MUST be nice if he's willing to put up with me.
Also, he actually ASKED me what I wanted to do on valentine's day...boys I usually go for (ie. old BF) are either too stuck up themselves to ask what someone ELSE wants to do, or they just don't make any effort of that kind until the day before valentine's day...(old BF, I've forgotten what I called him...).
Anyway, I'll stop boring you, although the subject I'm about to scratch down into the keyboard (what!?) is probably 10000 times more boring.
School.
I'm back at school now. I've only been back for 2 days and I already want to blow it up.
Hmm...nah, I'll get found out. Everything I do I always end up getting caught as my mother so kindly pointed out to Kaz at the dinner table...so no heroin for me!!!
...that was a joke...I'd never do heroin...people who take it DESERVE to get addicted and die...in the nicest possible way. =) (again with the face)
I'm reading a book called CANDY. It's SO good. I read some of it the other night, and I'm actually traumatised because I couldn't sleep because I was so desperate to find out what happened...I had to make it up in my head when I became too tired to even hold my eyes open with match sticks. That is the definition of a good book. Speaking of books...my mother's book will be coming out in the next few weeks :D
But I'm not going to say anything about it because firstly it might reveal my identity, and secondly it has hardly anything to do with moi. And if you want to read about my mother, read her blog...NOT MINE!!! I'm more interesting than her anyway...she's not a teenager and is therefore the most boring being on this planet (apart from all the other non-teenagers).
I have ACTUAL science GCSEs next week...YAY!!! I'm SO excited. -.-
(just in case you suffer from lack of sense of humor, that was sarcasm).
But what I just said in brackets was not sarcasm, if you lack a sense of humor, I seriously suggest you have one inserted.
OH GOD!...specific horn (not cosmic...) ATTACKING!! must go...
*gone*
XXXXXXXXXXX MMG
Friday, 14 December 2007
Life. School. Boys. Teachers *throws up*
WOAH! Im WELL enjoying mocks!!!
(I'm not)
SO much work to do and i died in my english exam. Yeahp, I'm dead. I thought i was good at english, im obviously not.
did ridiculously well in my philosophy exam seeing as I only really revised for ethics. Although now I've said that im likely to get a Z. I'll be happy with a C though (for mocks) cause apparently last year everyone got an E for their mock and an A* for their real thing. Amazing what these pointless days at school can do for you in the real world.
I wonder if there really is a real world...maybe all adults are just robots and everyone dies at 18
but their body is then ran on robot oil. Yep, definitely.
Just incase your wondering, there is a new male robot (not a robot yet) in my life. His name is Kaz. Well, it's not, but lets just say it is. Just for the hell of it.
I've been spending quite a lot of time with him lately, im probaly going to end up having no friends but him because of it. but thats fine. "Who needs friends at such an important time of your life"- quote most teachers in the world (they don't have friends...actually, I saw my music teacher in G-town the other night. She was carrying a bottle of wine and she was with a few of the science teachers. I bet they have a popular and unpopular group of teechers. Hell they probably have the druggies, the skaters ect. Yep.)
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is annoying!! What? you ask?
Just life.
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(I'm not)
SO much work to do and i died in my english exam. Yeahp, I'm dead. I thought i was good at english, im obviously not.
did ridiculously well in my philosophy exam seeing as I only really revised for ethics. Although now I've said that im likely to get a Z. I'll be happy with a C though (for mocks) cause apparently last year everyone got an E for their mock and an A* for their real thing. Amazing what these pointless days at school can do for you in the real world.
I wonder if there really is a real world...maybe all adults are just robots and everyone dies at 18
but their body is then ran on robot oil. Yep, definitely.
Just incase your wondering, there is a new male robot (not a robot yet) in my life. His name is Kaz. Well, it's not, but lets just say it is. Just for the hell of it.
I've been spending quite a lot of time with him lately, im probaly going to end up having no friends but him because of it. but thats fine. "Who needs friends at such an important time of your life"- quote most teachers in the world (they don't have friends...actually, I saw my music teacher in G-town the other night. She was carrying a bottle of wine and she was with a few of the science teachers. I bet they have a popular and unpopular group of teechers. Hell they probably have the druggies, the skaters ect. Yep.)
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is annoying!! What? you ask?
Just life.
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Friday, 30 November 2007
Sweet, but Sickening
Ha, funny story...
I decided to 'lao' (forget about) Vani. He's just too sickeningly sweet. TOO sweet. As in I would have to hit him 5 times a day to prevent him from saying anything which might force me to throw up. For example, he said that He was listening to the 'sweetest thing' (it's a song) and thinking of me...this guy is gonna get shot sooner or later. This put me RIGHT off him.
So a few days ago, this is how our conversation went on msn...
Vani: I've been thinking about you a lot.
Me: Aww lol
Vani: And I've been thinking that maybe we should take this fling of ours to the next level.
Vani: As in, become an item?
(I was gagging by this point)
Vani:...hello?
Me: Oh sorry, yeah. I dunno, we don't really know each other very well...and like, I've got SO much work to do atm.
Me: So yeah, it wouldn't be good if one of us got hurt over it. So we should probably just leave it?
Vani: lol yeah I completely agree, it was just a thought.
And then the next day he sent me a text message saying:
Hey, haven't spoken in a while. What are you doing over the weekend?
I dunno what I'm doing but I know I'd like to see you at some point...
cya . love xxx
Haven't spoken in a while my ARSE.
I just didn't text back.
He can't be THAT obsessed, Ive only met him twice...
Anyway, now THAT'S over.
I do actually REALLY want a boyfriend, but the reason why I didn't give him a chance is because I think I should choose really carefully, cause I HATE breaking up with people. And I also HATE being in a position where I know I have to break up with someone cause I've gone off them.
So my new policy is: If I meet a guy who tells me/acts as if he's interested, I will first have to be thinking about him non-stop before I let anything get serious. (By serious, I don't mean actually serious, cause I'm only 15 remember...) He must be good looking (body and face) enough for me to not go off him physically, and he must have a personality which I can be completely myself around without there ever being any awkward moments. And he MUST make me laugh. Vani didn't make me laugh, I made HIM laugh. Not the way to go.
I hope I did the right thing...
I'm really enjoying writing this while listening to 'One Vision' by Queen, very relaxing.
UGH still half an hour left of school...
I've got my mocks in two weeks. I'm SO nervous.
By the way, just so you all know. I am now OFF the general horn and ON the Cosmic horn (a very painful mental condition where you get BADLY sexually attracted to everyone of the opposite sex, even if they are butt ugly. And if they're even remotely good looking...that is bad.). I HATE it. I was actually crying because of it yesterday. I swear, my hormones are driving me MENTAL.
Hmm I think I'll play some games to ward off all this sexual tension.
Goodbye.
MMG XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I decided to 'lao' (forget about) Vani. He's just too sickeningly sweet. TOO sweet. As in I would have to hit him 5 times a day to prevent him from saying anything which might force me to throw up. For example, he said that He was listening to the 'sweetest thing' (it's a song) and thinking of me...this guy is gonna get shot sooner or later. This put me RIGHT off him.
So a few days ago, this is how our conversation went on msn...
Vani: I've been thinking about you a lot.
Me: Aww lol
Vani: And I've been thinking that maybe we should take this fling of ours to the next level.
Vani: As in, become an item?
(I was gagging by this point)
Vani:...hello?
Me: Oh sorry, yeah. I dunno, we don't really know each other very well...and like, I've got SO much work to do atm.
Me: So yeah, it wouldn't be good if one of us got hurt over it. So we should probably just leave it?
Vani: lol yeah I completely agree, it was just a thought.
And then the next day he sent me a text message saying:
Hey, haven't spoken in a while. What are you doing over the weekend?
I dunno what I'm doing but I know I'd like to see you at some point...
cya . love xxx
Haven't spoken in a while my ARSE.
I just didn't text back.
He can't be THAT obsessed, Ive only met him twice...
Anyway, now THAT'S over.
I do actually REALLY want a boyfriend, but the reason why I didn't give him a chance is because I think I should choose really carefully, cause I HATE breaking up with people. And I also HATE being in a position where I know I have to break up with someone cause I've gone off them.
So my new policy is: If I meet a guy who tells me/acts as if he's interested, I will first have to be thinking about him non-stop before I let anything get serious. (By serious, I don't mean actually serious, cause I'm only 15 remember...) He must be good looking (body and face) enough for me to not go off him physically, and he must have a personality which I can be completely myself around without there ever being any awkward moments. And he MUST make me laugh. Vani didn't make me laugh, I made HIM laugh. Not the way to go.
I hope I did the right thing...
I'm really enjoying writing this while listening to 'One Vision' by Queen, very relaxing.
UGH still half an hour left of school...
I've got my mocks in two weeks. I'm SO nervous.
By the way, just so you all know. I am now OFF the general horn and ON the Cosmic horn (a very painful mental condition where you get BADLY sexually attracted to everyone of the opposite sex, even if they are butt ugly. And if they're even remotely good looking...that is bad.). I HATE it. I was actually crying because of it yesterday. I swear, my hormones are driving me MENTAL.
Hmm I think I'll play some games to ward off all this sexual tension.
Goodbye.
MMG XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Tuesday, 20 November 2007
I think I'll write another post...
On my last blog I said I'd explain the pimps and hos party.
I'm not sure I want to.
But assuming you all (2 of you, including me, who doesn't) want to hear the story, I think I will. Well, what I can remember...
We looked amazing, very amazing. Not in a good way though, in an 'I-certainly-belong-in-a-brothel' kind of way. After being told at stagecoach that I wasn't worthy to carry out the role of 'Meat' in the musical 'We will rock you', and that I should, in fact, be playing Scaramouche (the main girl...[I know]) and then watching the girl who was at first, supposed to be playing her, crying at being informed that she wasn't a good enough actor, me and Shar left half an hour early to get ready for the party. We went into the changing rooms to get changed and apply impossible amounts of makeup, then we were forced to model our outfits to the rest of our group and the dance teacher. They were all amazed, which was good. I think.
After meeting our pimps (boys from our school dressed in suits, top hats and holding canes) we walked to summertown to get alcohol. Which worked tremendously well. I shared 2 bottles of beer and a large bottle of Smirnoff-ice with my pimp (Adam) and then consumed other alcoholic beverages which I just took from peoples hands while walking around the party.
Yes, I got off with two guys. (Oscar, how dare you insult me for that, I'm only 15 you cant expect me to get MORE in one night) It was quite a good night, but looking back, I kind of wish I had just NOT got off with these guys.
And I was hungover on the way to Mexico.
And I watched the film 'Georgia Rule' on the plane, which made me inhumanly horny.
Which was bad, because I had to be away from boys for 2 weeks.
After mexico I went to work experience. I'm not going to say much on that topic other than: I became a slave for a week. But I got on with the people at least, and they said I can come back to visit whenever I want for a cup of tea. So I im ever in town and feel like a cupa, I know where to go.
Now my life is based mainly around:
SCHOOL
REVISION
REVISION
HOMEWORK
OVER-DUE COURSEWORK
SCHOOL
BOYS
PARTIES
...which may sound alright, but it's not. I've been spending a lot of time around the 'Europian boys', these guys I met over the summer hols from the Europian school in Abingdon. They're cool, and good for partying with.
There's a problem, though. About two weeks ago, I took some of my friends (only girls) to a party at one of their houses, and we all got off with one or more people. I went there looking for a guy who might be a candidate for a relationship. And I kind of found one. He's nice, fairly good looking, and really likes me now. I like him, but the problem is...I think he might be quite boring. Or just shy, shy would be good, but If I can't brake his shell, how on Earth am I s'posed to know him? He's obsessed with football, half italian and is fluent in italian...which I like, of course. But aren't Italian guys s'posed to be dicks? (sorry...but they do tend to be horribly pervy). So the big question is...is Vani... (his name, I've decided)...is he human?
I'm at school, so therefore, should go. Please shed your thoughts on my comment box...referring to these questions:
1. Should I get to know him before deciding he's not worth it?
2. If I DO get to know him and find out I don't like him, would that count as leading him on?
3. Should I just be a bitch and stop talking to him to give him the message?
4. Should I just go out with him even if he IS boring...?
(all these questions are based on me assuming he doesn't have a personality)
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG...funny how my mum's name is MG...
I'm not sure I want to.
But assuming you all (2 of you, including me, who doesn't) want to hear the story, I think I will. Well, what I can remember...
We looked amazing, very amazing. Not in a good way though, in an 'I-certainly-belong-in-a-brothel' kind of way. After being told at stagecoach that I wasn't worthy to carry out the role of 'Meat' in the musical 'We will rock you', and that I should, in fact, be playing Scaramouche (the main girl...[I know]) and then watching the girl who was at first, supposed to be playing her, crying at being informed that she wasn't a good enough actor, me and Shar left half an hour early to get ready for the party. We went into the changing rooms to get changed and apply impossible amounts of makeup, then we were forced to model our outfits to the rest of our group and the dance teacher. They were all amazed, which was good. I think.
After meeting our pimps (boys from our school dressed in suits, top hats and holding canes) we walked to summertown to get alcohol. Which worked tremendously well. I shared 2 bottles of beer and a large bottle of Smirnoff-ice with my pimp (Adam) and then consumed other alcoholic beverages which I just took from peoples hands while walking around the party.
Yes, I got off with two guys. (Oscar, how dare you insult me for that, I'm only 15 you cant expect me to get MORE in one night) It was quite a good night, but looking back, I kind of wish I had just NOT got off with these guys.
And I was hungover on the way to Mexico.
And I watched the film 'Georgia Rule' on the plane, which made me inhumanly horny.
Which was bad, because I had to be away from boys for 2 weeks.
After mexico I went to work experience. I'm not going to say much on that topic other than: I became a slave for a week. But I got on with the people at least, and they said I can come back to visit whenever I want for a cup of tea. So I im ever in town and feel like a cupa, I know where to go.
Now my life is based mainly around:
SCHOOL
REVISION
REVISION
HOMEWORK
OVER-DUE COURSEWORK
SCHOOL
BOYS
PARTIES
...which may sound alright, but it's not. I've been spending a lot of time around the 'Europian boys', these guys I met over the summer hols from the Europian school in Abingdon. They're cool, and good for partying with.
There's a problem, though. About two weeks ago, I took some of my friends (only girls) to a party at one of their houses, and we all got off with one or more people. I went there looking for a guy who might be a candidate for a relationship. And I kind of found one. He's nice, fairly good looking, and really likes me now. I like him, but the problem is...I think he might be quite boring. Or just shy, shy would be good, but If I can't brake his shell, how on Earth am I s'posed to know him? He's obsessed with football, half italian and is fluent in italian...which I like, of course. But aren't Italian guys s'posed to be dicks? (sorry...but they do tend to be horribly pervy). So the big question is...is Vani... (his name, I've decided)...is he human?
I'm at school, so therefore, should go. Please shed your thoughts on my comment box...referring to these questions:
1. Should I get to know him before deciding he's not worth it?
2. If I DO get to know him and find out I don't like him, would that count as leading him on?
3. Should I just be a bitch and stop talking to him to give him the message?
4. Should I just go out with him even if he IS boring...?
(all these questions are based on me assuming he doesn't have a personality)
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MMG...funny how my mum's name is MG...
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