Sunday, 17 February 2008

UGH.

Me+Kaz= Over

Me-Kaz= Tears

Kaz-Me= Happy, apparently...not exactly in those words, he said he still liked my but thought it would be better if we finished it before things got worse. For example, he stood me up on valentines day :) Yes, he fell asleep.

In my opinion Kaz-Me= no life
But I would prefer him to be happy, and I agree, that is SO not me. Whats also not me is the fact that im crying about breaking up with a boy, usually it's ME doing the breakup and I dont cry afterwards....I usually cry at the time...but I've been crying on and off since we split up. Everything reminds me of him....even THIS reminds me of him, WHY?! I was listening to a song called 'Now You're Gone' which reminded me of him and i broke into tears. Oh well, I know I'll get over it in a matter of days...im not sure if i actually miss HIM...i think i just miss having a boyfriend and affection on tap. My mother suggests not getting a boyfriend until summer so I can concenterate on my work, but I'm gonna start having flings....and I don't want to....wait...If i dont want to....why dont I just NOT?

Shut up now.

Bye

XXXXXXMMG

4 comments:

Travis said...

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Oscarinho said...

Shame to hear that. Oh well, guess we all have to experience the feeling of being dumped at least once in our life. Don't worry, it won't be long before you're back to the usual breakin-up with people. ;)
xoxo

Anonymous said...

TALK TO HIM....
HE SHOULD KNOW HOW YOU FEEEEEL...

ok?


Loadsa love...

Wombat!
:p
xxx

Moany Miss Groany said...

Anonymous...I think I might know who you are...

I wombat a clue?

xxxx